happy (:

supposed to go out study today.
end up didnt...
too tired due to the econs essay last night.
3am then complete.
woke up and went to see sinseh in the afternoon.
the whole treatment was horrible.
holes were poked on my sprained right ankle and injured left knee(and back of the knee)
then use bottle to suck blood out..

i felt so pathetic.
it has alr been on year since my leg got injured.
and its still not cured/recovered.

went out to meet joyce and gary in the evening!
u missed me alot right?!
met joyce at town first,
went walk walk.
gary is a sotong head,
he dint know how to go far east...
muhaahahha.
on our way to find gary,
we saw this....

nice right?


went pasta mania to have dinner.





-------------------------------
due to the pain at the back of my knee,
decided not to follow gary back to taka to find his friend.
me and joyce took train back to yishun to meet yuhchu and sherwin!!!
yuanping and damien dint turn up.
nvm.

rotting at mac..




kero and colin?
muahahha...


sherwin talking to his gf.. smile until so -.- ....


yuhchu's mp3! nice right!!!


us in the reflection..



took a few pictures before we headed home...

unsuccessful grp pic.

sherwin said nvm, cos it captured the most significant part of him, his teeth!


blackie hugging the wall!


us (:




so happy today!
finally get to meet up with them.

sherwin,
thanks for the Compliments...
thou i still feel that its not true that ive slim down.
yuhchu cracked a no. of racist joke.
damn evil..
he seems to have slim down,
still as beng as ever...
LOL.
joyce,
sorry that i couldnt meet you for sentosa..
next time ba..
(:

k,
gtg.
meeting yanping to study at wlds library.
need to catch up with sleep before catching up with homework...

//runs

simple yet complex.

a forward msg:
有一天，
爱情和友情碰见。。。
爱情问友情：“为什麽世有我还要有你的存在？”
友情笑着说：“ 爱情会然人们流泪，而友情的存在就是帮人搽干眼泪！”

友情是如此难得，
所以可贵。。。
但要维持一段友谊似乎不简单。。。
好羡慕她们。。。
是我没用心？
还是往事只能回味？

match against MI today.
i dint play becos of knee pain.
nth much to say.
jiayou girls!
we're improving in the sense that we're getting the hang of the game alr.
just enjoy the last 2 games!
(:

long weekends yet filled with many homeworks.
need to catch up and revise.

no life no life.
missing the girls the 38club and those days again!

anybody have birthday plansfor me alr?
33 more days,
book me in advance!
im thinking of going night safari,
or can someone just bring me, this moutian tortoise, to go clubbing?
LOL.
eheh,
say until like im so popular.
yet when i just need a simple company, for example, a movie trip or sth,
there seems to be either no time or no friends.

well,
a long entry.
been ages since i last blogged so much.

sometimes im just not contented with my life.
;/
it seems to be filled with alot of nice people and stuff like that
but yet,
something is still missing!
SOMETHING,
but i dont know what.

//runs

match against CJC

是我变了吗？
还是我们都变了？
可能是心灰了。。。

match against CJC.
2 - 0.
well done girls!
(:

quite tired alr.
being doing econs homewerk,
neglected maths and physics.
SPA tml.
how?!
feeling a lil worried cos missed out quite a no. of physics tutorial and one practical.

going to catch up with maths tutorial le.

//runs

im HERE.

人，总是活在自我矛盾中。

有时侯在想。。。
做的事， 值不值得。
不是要求回报。
只是。
有用吗？

must thanks my parents to be ever forgiving, supporting and loving.
BUT,
can you people please stop NAGGING.
the use-computer-for-half-an-hour theory.
stop it!

weeee,
6 more mths.
hang on there...

back to econs.
damn sian.


//runs

ARGH!

damnit!
i just woke up!
wtf!

im still lfeft with:
physics tut 22 rectification qns (11 - 15)
maths tut 33b, qns 6 - 13
econs mcq 12.2 n 18
econs essays: keynesians Q1a, Q1b, inflation Q1, Q2.

IM DEAD.
KILL ME PLEASE.

so tired
so tired
soooo tiredddd.

time for work.
:(

//runs

no life!!

went for the teachers-parents-meeting session.
meet yanping to study,
chah n friend was there too.
considered not productive actually.
had nv tried so many maths qns before.

有很多情绪表达不出.
对自己的心情很不解.
哈.
有一种无法形容的寂寞
好像缺少了什麽,
无法解释,
我也很纳闷. ;/

//runs

maths test tml...

so long dint blog le.

match against RJC ytd.
was sub in,
but basically stoned there.
was quite surprised to be sub in,
therefore wasnt prepared at all.
we lost.

match against NJC today.
was outside screaming.
we lost.
almost cried,
but thinking i shldnt affect the others.
hold it back.

cheer up girls!
dont let this affect the next match!

went to makan with the 4 char bo(s) again
(:

miss quite a no. of lessons,
hopefully i will be able to catch up with the work...

maths test tml.
got to start studying soon.
sianed.

//runs

good friday, a good friday.

went out with chah n yanping today.
we went to bukit panjang plaza.
its a great place.
doing homeworks while waiting for cheryl to wake up.
that sleepyhead,
worst than me,
end up she dint turn up lar.
lol.
ate some junk.
we headed down to queensway,
i got my shoebag,
the same design as yanru's
but mine is red base one.
chah got her pitch shoes
search for fbt shorts,
end up went back to bp plaza to eat dinner and but fbt.
took bus home.
had fun on the way.
(:

i think my attitude towards homeworks and studies suck la.
as compared to the both of them.
they really try very hard for each maths qns,
as for me,
i just gave up upon looking at difficult qns.
gotta change.

this is another wake up call.

gonna do the econs review now.

: miss oh, meeting me tml?

//runs

boredom.

toilet bowl


ROLLLLLLLLLL


the door.


cheryl baobei took these when she went toilet on friday while we watched our game against njc.
she bluetoothed to some of us.
haha.

im bored.
homework time!
almost done..

//runs

shagged

feeling much better.
today was just another normal school day.
tml was just another weekend with lots of homework..

taking my contact lens tml
(:

not meeting to study le, i think.
yanping and cheryl baobeis also not going,
chah leaving early,
then i will wake up later..
sisi lazy to travel..
sorry man!

//runs

i suck.

friendly with pjc today.
it was a draw.
damn happy for the team.
scream like mad when the whistle is blew.
well done girls!
jiayou jiayou!

i totally sucked at the game.
sorry.
damn lousy.

always making the same on mistakes.
just like what i made during my first few match last time.
what's wrong with me sial.
should have stop the ball,
should have intercept their ball,
shouldnt have crowd,
shoudnt have miss any balls.
practically miss every single ball today.
fuck man.
feel like killing myself even if my teammates dont.

thanks for the encouragement(:
thanks for creating oppotunities for me to play in the game.
if the coach gonna make decision,
i think i wont even get to get onto the pitch.
and thanks for those who have been fighting a place for me to get to play in the pitch.
sorry to have disappoint all of you.

but i still feel so bad.
cant help.
today really did nth but made mistakes.
knock into sabrina somemore.
she fly, i fly, our sticks also fly.
i think i really cant play hockey.

hais.

//runs

friendlymatch, V.S MI

sorry girls,
i sucked today.
sorry sorry sorry.

i twisted my ankle,
but not pain lei.
at the 2nd half my face all numb le.

i missed 2 balls due to reverse stick.
i missed some balls cos i just simply missed it.
missed another ball cos i apologised to my opponent.
no stamina at all.
i fell on my knee,
i think i almost lying flat on the pitch
i saw all the sticks and a ball.
one idea in mind - whack the ball out.
tried.
cant rmb what exactly happened to the ball.
only hit one pretty nice ball i think.
that's the only ball cheryl hit to me also.
haha,
i manage to sweep it out without stopping the ball.
i think that's the only ball that is zai.

after match go back to school n went cwp to makan.
haha.
enjoyed myself with the other 4 girls.
(:

tml another friendly with pjc.
jiayous girls!!

yanping, cheryl and sisi ( the defenders) :
GO GO GO!
WHACK THE BALL!
tml small cheryl will be back!
and chah,
jiayou for the link too!

okies,
time for maths.
tml got mdm chan.

//runs

reminiscing..

people,
still rmb what we did on last last april fool's day (2004) ?
the HL milk,
the kahwah,
the act,
the crowd,
the noise,
the mrs bala,
the miss foo,
the laughters.
miss them?
i do.
(:
):

read this.

time flies.
its already the second year.

//runs

shopping (:

went out with joyce today (:
supposed to take neoprint.
i think i forgot.
haha.

went to bugis to look for a bag for school.
got a skirt and 3 pairs earrings too.
went frm suntec to orchard to search for heels.
i dont have any liking for heels,
so couldnt decide which to get,
cos this dont like, that dont like.
joyce was like: -.-
haha,
end up didnt get it.

kena prank-ed 3 times.

time for homework already.
tml gonna be very very busy.

//runs

:(((((((

:(((((((((((((((((((

should have gone home and sleep or sth.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((

dont ask me why.
lol.
that doesnt really matters,
what happened today wil be the past tml.
tml will a brand new day...

took the same route home.
just as i headed somewhere towards the playground
i saw a group of people,
squading down, standing up,folding arms in front the flat.
i thot gang fight...
then i look at the direction they're looking at,
i saw the flat is bounded by the police tape.
a tent was there.
i turned and walked back.
the lady ask me why.
i asked her what happened.
somebody commited suicide.
then i replied, "ya lor, wouldnt it be strange if i still walk that way?"
i just smiled and walked to the other stairs.

tml is another new day.
going bugis with joyce and maybe gary.
(:

good night world.

//runs